=(

So...
i was told that i am a person that
seeks attention

i wasnt upset nor sad when i heard tat
but i was literally shocked
seriously,
the first thing came to my mind is
WTF??
other ppl look at me tat way?
pretty disappointing though
cos i really is NOT
seeking any attention from anybody

yes, my attitude maybe a little bit over
and hyped up all the time
but my intention is not to
seek attention
that is just plain attitude of mine

the minute i heard tat
i wasnt angry at her but was really
disappointing
MAN! i am really a loser
people look at me like tat
for so many years and now only
i get to realize?
tsk tsk tsk

its really hard to respond to wad she told me,
cos tat is my attitude and
its hard to change and i think
i might not able to change it.
For so many living years,
i really tried to keep my mouth shut all the time
but i find it really hard
i know i annoyed people easily
but seriously its not
on purpose or wad-so-ever

i guess its real hard for me
to get some new frens

ps: the intention for this post is not to seek attention as well.. (from the bottom of my heart)

OMFG!!!

I am currently so into
....
...
...
.
TOUCH SCREEN PHONE!!!
i keep checking out those phones
which i dunno why
not like i am really getting it
i kept asking for the price
specifications and all
and make every salesguy
tot that i really wan to buy
they must me damn piss off at me
cos i really ask damn cibai long
keep comparing each touch screen phone

and at last!!!!!!!!!
no no no i din buy
i had my eyes on this model!!!
Samsung Jet S8000
omg omg omg
damn chun rite!!
now cross my finger
that my mum would strike lottery
or either my N82 to die!!

Will it be fun???

Time Flies like nobody business and its now
mid september already
was busy completing assignments and test
in this two weeks
tmr will be my last test and huhuhu
one more assignment to go only!!

I managed to take out some of my time
to watch some movie these few weeks,
they are Up, Orphan and Where Got Ghost
I Love all 3 movies that i have watched
oh ya
Final Destination 4 is another movie that i have watched
but it wasnt really nice though

I am attending my cousins wedding this weekend
yes cousinS with an S
one is cousin sister one is cousin brother
damn annoying can!!!!
People already busy with thier assignments and all
they wanna get married during the PEAK season
OMG!!!
well i am not really close with both of them
but since my cousin sister counldnt find anyone
so me and my another cousin sister will be her
'Bun Leong'(in cantonese)
Dun have any idea of being bun leong
i guess it will be damn dead lorh
i dunno how to me-meriah the situasi lo
shit lo sure damn fail wan her wedding
i cant imagine of ruining ppls wedding
oh yea my cousin sister is damn quiet type of person
tats y she have no frens(according to my mum)
i am just afraid that the wedding will be very
Q-U-I-E-T
haha

Hate taking long journey

It has been,

1 year and 8 months

xoxo

berrie!

She is my Love.
Not a nice picture
taken from my laptop's web cam
dun bother the ugly backgroud
haha

She is sleeping between
the cupboard and my dressing table
so cute
:D

random

Hello Everyone!!!
*wondering is there anyone still reads my blog*
anyway.. i am blardy bored
so since i have not been updating my blog
its the time to do it now!

so i am still studying in Monash
at the same time struggling to survive there
it wasnt nice experience (academic) there
but at the same time it was nice
to meet some new frens this sem
not many but at least some =)

last semester result was bullshit
and i hope i can do better this sem
so.. lets pray...
its week 6 now btw
so its time to get busy with studies and all
but i guess i am not ready for another wave
too tired to begin the war

am missing few of my frens now
hope they know i love them so much
even though i am busy
just talked to carmen who is in australia in msn
and i had a nice chat with her!
=)
she is so busy so i choose not to disturb her rite now
*ooh she just replied me in msn*
haha

sorry readers..
no picture or interesting stuff
i damn lifeless wan i know
haha
alright lets talk about my feelings
today is my emo day..
suppose to do my assignment
eh no
suppose to START my assignment
but damn lazy
ok ok no assignment talking
recently i realise that
i have not many of friends
sigh..
i realise i am not good at communicating with ppl
sumtimes i just dun know wad topic to start with
the only friends tat i am comfortable with are those
secondary school mates and few icpu friends
and i feel like my attitude sumtimes annoys them
i guess my attitude is just hard to accept by others..
anyways..
i am trying to work out with these problems

so i guess thats about it for today
hoping for a better tomoro ^^

Thanks

regarding the previous post, i actually got something like stomach infection or food poisoning. On the evening of that day i posted last post i was actually admitted into hospital. My kidney was dehydrated and so i need the drip and injection bla bla bla the two days experience was not so good and at that time i really could feel the phrase health is wealth

i really feel so pityful for those old ppl that receives medication at the hospital. It was not easy to fall asleep in the hospital bed with the drips that hurts u if u moved too hard also with the nurse keep coming into ur room like every 1 or 2 hour. and u need someone to help u to go to the toilet, to drink water, to on and off the tv, to eat, basically to do everything. I really need to thanks my mum that accompany me to go trough that, she is the one who help me in every single thing that i cant do myself, waking her up so ocassionally in the middle of the night to drink water and go to the toilet. I wouldnt have feel more relaxed if she is not there. thanks mummy.

I din really inform ppl that i was hospitalized because i thought that it would be a fuss for ppl to come visit me or so. So i onli inform some of them that i really cared, Denise and Carmen actually wanted to visit me on the second day, but i requested to checked out early even though the doctor recommend me to stay for another day. One of the reasons was, i couldnt stand staying at the hospital and another reason is that i do not want to waste my mum's time and effort and also the money.

So...

that was all over and now i feel so nice staying at home.

After i came out from hospital, my boyfriend actually fetch me to everywhere i wanted to go. It was really a thankful help because i couldn't drive well, i do not know how to express in here but if u are reading this, thanks alot. I know thanks is not the word but i really feel so sorry to troubled u all the time and i love u.

People, please take care of ur own health alrite? =) Its important. Carmen, stop drinking too much alcohol and do not take medicine with it ok. and quit smoking k. its BAD. and Esther too.. who is all the way in Australia, dont fall sick!

alrite, off to assignment.

tata