=(

So...
i was told that i am a person that
seeks attention

i wasnt upset nor sad when i heard tat
but i was literally shocked
seriously,
the first thing came to my mind is
WTF??
other ppl look at me tat way?
pretty disappointing though
cos i really is NOT
seeking any attention from anybody

yes, my attitude maybe a little bit over
and hyped up all the time
but my intention is not to
seek attention
that is just plain attitude of mine

the minute i heard tat
i wasnt angry at her but was really
disappointing
MAN! i am really a loser
people look at me like tat
for so many years and now only
i get to realize?
tsk tsk tsk

its really hard to respond to wad she told me,
cos tat is my attitude and
its hard to change and i think
i might not able to change it.
For so many living years,
i really tried to keep my mouth shut all the time
but i find it really hard
i know i annoyed people easily
but seriously its not
on purpose or wad-so-ever

i guess its real hard for me
to get some new frens

ps: the intention for this post is not to seek attention as well.. (from the bottom of my heart)

OMFG!!!

I am currently so into
....
...
...
.
TOUCH SCREEN PHONE!!!
i keep checking out those phones
which i dunno why
not like i am really getting it
i kept asking for the price
specifications and all
and make every salesguy
tot that i really wan to buy
they must me damn piss off at me
cos i really ask damn cibai long
keep comparing each touch screen phone

and at last!!!!!!!!!
no no no i din buy
i had my eyes on this model!!!
Samsung Jet S8000
omg omg omg
damn chun rite!!
now cross my finger
that my mum would strike lottery
or either my N82 to die!!

Will it be fun???

Time Flies like nobody business and its now
mid september already
was busy completing assignments and test
in this two weeks
tmr will be my last test and huhuhu
one more assignment to go only!!

I managed to take out some of my time
to watch some movie these few weeks,
they are Up, Orphan and Where Got Ghost
I Love all 3 movies that i have watched
oh ya
Final Destination 4 is another movie that i have watched
but it wasnt really nice though

I am attending my cousins wedding this weekend
yes cousinS with an S
one is cousin sister one is cousin brother
damn annoying can!!!!
People already busy with thier assignments and all
they wanna get married during the PEAK season
OMG!!!
well i am not really close with both of them
but since my cousin sister counldnt find anyone
so me and my another cousin sister will be her
'Bun Leong'(in cantonese)
Dun have any idea of being bun leong
i guess it will be damn dead lorh
i dunno how to me-meriah the situasi lo
shit lo sure damn fail wan her wedding
i cant imagine of ruining ppls wedding
oh yea my cousin sister is damn quiet type of person
tats y she have no frens(according to my mum)
i am just afraid that the wedding will be very
Q-U-I-E-T
haha

Hate taking long journey

It has been,

1 year and 8 months

xoxo

berrie!

She is my Love.
Not a nice picture
taken from my laptop's web cam
dun bother the ugly backgroud
haha

She is sleeping between
the cupboard and my dressing table
so cute
:D

random

Hello Everyone!!!
*wondering is there anyone still reads my blog*
anyway.. i am blardy bored
so since i have not been updating my blog
its the time to do it now!

so i am still studying in Monash
at the same time struggling to survive there
it wasnt nice experience (academic) there
but at the same time it was nice
to meet some new frens this sem
not many but at least some =)

last semester result was bullshit
and i hope i can do better this sem
so.. lets pray...
its week 6 now btw
so its time to get busy with studies and all
but i guess i am not ready for another wave
too tired to begin the war

am missing few of my frens now
hope they know i love them so much
even though i am busy
just talked to carmen who is in australia in msn
and i had a nice chat with her!
=)
she is so busy so i choose not to disturb her rite now
*ooh she just replied me in msn*
haha

sorry readers..
no picture or interesting stuff
i damn lifeless wan i know
haha
alright lets talk about my feelings
today is my emo day..
suppose to do my assignment
eh no
suppose to START my assignment
but damn lazy
ok ok no assignment talking
recently i realise that
i have not many of friends
sigh..
i realise i am not good at communicating with ppl
sumtimes i just dun know wad topic to start with
the only friends tat i am comfortable with are those
secondary school mates and few icpu friends
and i feel like my attitude sumtimes annoys them
i guess my attitude is just hard to accept by others..
anyways..
i am trying to work out with these problems

so i guess thats about it for today
hoping for a better tomoro ^^

Thanks

regarding the previous post, i actually got something like stomach infection or food poisoning. On the evening of that day i posted last post i was actually admitted into hospital. My kidney was dehydrated and so i need the drip and injection bla bla bla the two days experience was not so good and at that time i really could feel the phrase health is wealth

i really feel so pityful for those old ppl that receives medication at the hospital. It was not easy to fall asleep in the hospital bed with the drips that hurts u if u moved too hard also with the nurse keep coming into ur room like every 1 or 2 hour. and u need someone to help u to go to the toilet, to drink water, to on and off the tv, to eat, basically to do everything. I really need to thanks my mum that accompany me to go trough that, she is the one who help me in every single thing that i cant do myself, waking her up so ocassionally in the middle of the night to drink water and go to the toilet. I wouldnt have feel more relaxed if she is not there. thanks mummy.

I din really inform ppl that i was hospitalized because i thought that it would be a fuss for ppl to come visit me or so. So i onli inform some of them that i really cared, Denise and Carmen actually wanted to visit me on the second day, but i requested to checked out early even though the doctor recommend me to stay for another day. One of the reasons was, i couldnt stand staying at the hospital and another reason is that i do not want to waste my mum's time and effort and also the money.

So...

that was all over and now i feel so nice staying at home.

After i came out from hospital, my boyfriend actually fetch me to everywhere i wanted to go. It was really a thankful help because i couldn't drive well, i do not know how to express in here but if u are reading this, thanks alot. I know thanks is not the word but i really feel so sorry to troubled u all the time and i love u.

People, please take care of ur own health alrite? =) Its important. Carmen, stop drinking too much alcohol and do not take medicine with it ok. and quit smoking k. its BAD. and Esther too.. who is all the way in Australia, dont fall sick!

alrite, off to assignment.

tata

ANYMORE WORST COMING?????

OH MY GOD!!!

i mean...

Dear God:

This little girl name Lim Shin Yi, have had enough of your punishment already, whatever she did wrong can you just please forgive her and let her had a chance to repay to those things that she did wrongly. Please do not further anymore punishment as her weak body and soul cannot take it already. She sincerely still wan to fight through her life and hope that you can give her this little chance. Thanks alot.

Shin Yi

the poor kid

Ok now,

let me tell u what happen

on the 22nd of March

i was having fever and sore throat

so i go to see Doctor A for medication

tot that it will be small thing

and will be recovering soon

the doctor said i have throat infection

which is not a very serious problem

so i took the medicine and listen to Doctor A

After few days, it was getting better

no fever and all

but my throat is getting worst

i tot it might be ok after few days

if i keep drinking water

after 2 days of drinking alot of water

still nothing improved

indeed it get worst

so on 30th of March

i went to see Doctor A again

so he said the medicine was not

strong enough before and

now it turns out that i have

white dots in my throat

so i took the medicine and listen to Doctor A again

After 2 days.......

one afternoon

i was not feeling well with my stomach

i kept vomiting and shitting

which is rather irritating

i went to see Doctor B

he said that the medicine given by Doctor A

is not appropriate

WTF?

he gave me injection

and then some medicine

the next day was so suffering that i tot

i might be dying

thank god i can still survive

by now

Through out this 10 days..

I CANNOT EVEN DO ANYTHING

FUCKINGLY WASTED MY 10 DAYS ON MY BED

BEING SICKASSHOLE

and wad worst is

i have three assignment to due

one is LATER

two is NEXT WEEK

and i can only wait to recover

and watching my assignments

to be a pile of rubbish

HElP ME!!!!

pictures!

letter MeMe

Dear Carmen,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it When your dog ran amok outside of chicago and I saw you Sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're Middle-class enough to understand That I get turned on by garbage man. I'm returning the pictures of LA to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before about To hate the Boston Celtics .


Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

shinyi

I got this from my friend Carmen. haha i find it so funny, so i decided to reply her 'letter'!


Here's how you do this meme.

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .


___12___,

-Your name-


Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pai

=)

My bad, heh

One thing that i hate doing to my frens is
FFK them
(means fong fei kei la, i think u all know rite)
It happens that I rarely date people
for outings is cos i know my schedule is
all over the place
i make decision randomly
and i like being that
that is my way of living

in conclusion, i nearly did not date people
unless last minute
and i mean LAST MINUTE calling
i admit tat is not a very good behaviour
i am trying to getting rid of it O K?
i repeat.. i am only
T-R-Y-I-N-G
its not so easy of a bad habit u know
its like diet for fat people
ok maybe a little bit exaggerate
but u get abit of idea of it la

ok the main reason for this post is
I REALLY HATE TO FFK
recently, i have call out people for some
night outings and i know i din quite catch up
with the outings
i was really busy these few days
and have no time to explain
i apologize to the people that might
indirectly hurt from those words that i missed

the outings was not succefull is cos of
quite a few party couldnt make it.
basically it all came like a news
"Oh so sorry i cant make it and so on so on"
"No Money la and so on so on"
like this sort of things la
so being the "planner" wad i can do is
read those messages
and say
"!@#$ you"
haha no la
just kidding

I am here just to apologize to my frens
i am really sorry
i will try to make another one ok
sorry for wasting ur time or u might
space out the time for it
Truly sorry =(